The Muse

A muse standing at the entrance of the deep forrest,
Questioning everything in her mind whether she should go ahead or stood still..
For those questions are playing tricks on her,
Create illusions that makes her believe in the unreal..

She can't make further decisions..
Where should she go?
To the great unknown darkness in front of her?
Or to the never ending sadness she had left behind?

She has made up her mind..
Of the later should be just left forgotten..
A future awaits for her,
No matter how dark and uncertain as the swift of the southern wind..

She makes a step forward and opens her arms to welcome whatever comes her way..

Novenia - 3.3.2010 - 1.17

My Perished Soul

Darkness..consuming my soul..

In the hollowness of the heart, emptiness of the melody..

Helpless..fail to reveal the truth..

In the broken memoirs of the later and the missing past..

Here I am,

Struggling and fighting,

Kicking and scratching,

But you’ll never know..

No more rhythm..

No more beats..

Nor the laughter of joy..

Or a string of solitude..

Dear destiny,

Take my fading soul..

If I should break these tombs..

Of never ending sorrow..

Darkness once again slowly consuming..

Until there’s nothing left in it,

My soul or what the left of it,

Slowly diminishing..

Vanished into thin air..

I can’t breathe anymore..

I’m perished!

Novenia – 16.01.2010 – 21.10

I’m cursing you! Foul creatures beyond the grave!
For you can’t see the truth..
You’ve been blinded by greed and thirst of blood...
You’re the cursed bloody creatures of the undead…

May your souls detained by the stained clothes of your burials!
Those unwashed stain that has been cursed by Satan himself!
Damned be your spirits and not a reverse can be done for the state…
You will all forever be condemned in the cold, quite dark corners of the tomb…

For you may only spend a day in eternity, just a day!
To let your souls glitch, to taste the faint glimpse of the bright light..
Where you should have been! Where you should have deserved!
But you won’t have it!

You’re the damned!
You’re the cursed!
You’re a waste!
You’re nothing!
You have only a day in eternity, to dance!

Dance inside the cursed grave of your damned souls…
Dance like you never dance before…
For, Alas!
It will only last a while…

You’re the cursed!
You’re the damned!
You’re the wretch!
Dance away, and be the forgotten souls forever…

Novenia – 09.01.2010 – 21.15